i wonder ‘could we really kill ourselves?’

like what i’ve heard on radios and what i’ve read on articles, and what i’ve been told by doctors, our cells have some kind of obedience to our mind.

in one of the latest research i’ve known, there’s this guy, he’s desperately living his life with no ambitions at all, and when those freak scientist took a lab test on his blood sample, it seemed to move a little lame, it didn’t really have a speed, it seemed to be so fucking tired of being told to kill some fags (it was a leukosit, i supposed)

and what’s so surprising is that the same old freak scientist took another lab test on this desperate guy’s blood sample, but, after he’s gone better, after he could smile and laugh and those burdening thoughts of his has gone. and there it goes his blood cells seem so perfectly fine as they roam through veins and eating fags like they hadn’t eat for months! it’s amazing how the power of our thoughts really is in a great amount of effect to our body cells.

my personal doctor told me how to shit frequently, is to tell my self to shit, everytime i need to shit. (i was having some kind of trouble with my digestion system, i couldn’t shit in 4 days) and now i am in a heaven of digesting world.

i guess my cells really are the stupid ones, anything i told them to be, they’d be.

so i’ve been wondering, could we really kill ourselves? by telling our bodycells not to work, stop to do the respiration, stop to reproduce, stop to digesting food, stop to absorbing oxygen, stop to live?

could we? and will that work?